Have you ever felt afraid of being forgotten/left behid?

I am having that feeling recently.Although our friends don't belong totally to us,we're still afraid of losing them.I think it's in a natural thing for humans.almost 40~80% of our lives are filled with friends.Agree?Especiallly those that goes out at night to yamcha,takei and etc like my brother.

I'm afraid during I'm in national service,my friends will slowly forget about me.Knowing sometime or most of the time I can be such a pain in the arse..lol

These few days had been dreadful,happy and boring to me.I have nothing much to do except computer,basketball,watch tv, and most of the time doing something=)
I don't have much to say,but i can say this..I Dont wANNA GO NS!!:(

Hmm,any early early birthday presents for me?=D miss tan?XD

A Night of Booze & Gambling

First off,I want to thanks TiffanyLee for inviting me over to her open house.I really enjoyed it,(gambling,boozing,meeting new peeps and all).

I drank quite a few glasses of wine and a glass of whisky.It made me hot but I didn't felt anything,unlike a guy i know=).You'll see..xD Tiffany was busy entertaining the guess in her house,she was worried her party won't go well as planned.But it went smoother than expected I hope?:) everyone was enjoying themselves so much that they themselves are the " music " in the house,boasting , drinking and gambling as they go. ;)

here are some pics=)

yeeleng.
zhilynn
Andy&zhilynn
zhilynn&jingyu=)

See,look at andy's face before and look at the one below.xD

Andy(high?xD)&jingyu

Some fireworks.
See my red auraa?haha
gambled=)

Jingyu drinking=)
me and her
ze blogger=)

Lastly and again,thank you Tiffany Lee.

Memories=)

This post will be more about my past few days, primary school life and a random topic =)

Saturday my uncles,aunties,cousins and his daughter came to have dinner in my house.I love my mother side's relatives because they're muchhh more funnier and easy to mix with.They give jokes like..
" eating more sea cucumbers will make your earthworm grow.."healthier" "
if you know what it means/have one.. ;D

Anyway, I had to feed and play with my beloved niece =) and believe me when I am an uncle already...sounds old right?I was given the name uncle when I was 1 years old..She's cute and abit round at the middle..very playful*painful* .

As for sunday, my mom's friends came over to have lunch.It was abit awkward when they said " Wahh,June..You've got two lengchai in your house arr... ".As we were eating lunch , one of them started asking me questions about my studies and what plans I have in mind for my future.And suddenly,I felt like I've got 4 mom's shooting me in every direction.Bleddie..lol..

See the " O " in the sky?Awesome rightttt?!! :)


I miss my PuayChai friends like crraazzyy!! I remember the times in standard 6 where Violet,Lynn,Adranne and TienEu will come visit me during class times.I sat behind,next to the door and we'll have the never ending conversations.I'll never forget Juhann,Lemuel,Benjamin,KaiShen and Suyin of course.Alot of drama's between all of us when we're in standard 2 and 3.Sort of fighting for best friends and 2 v 2 cold war among Me,lemuel,Juhann and Benjamin.I remember we used to use " the 5 letter words " instead of fcuk u!
I'm missing them.Boys do miss friends too kay?it isn't 100%feminine to miss someone.

There are actually ALOT ALOT of things I wanna write about the memories i have during my primary school years.This is not even hitting 1/10 of what I can remember.It'll be way too boring to read though ;)
.
.. Moving on...

We meet all kinds of people every time.I don't mean you'll meet a new guy/girl in every second lahh.That's impossible lah weh..It won't happen even if you want to.Unless you're superbly hot like..someone that is superbly hot.

Anyway,there'll be times where friends get mad/sad at you and throws all his/her frustration to you.People often get annoyed by that because they don't have the patience to listen to what their friends have to say.Why do you want them as your friends if you're not willing to be one and listen,right?

Actually,I'm trying to say that everyone has a mask.The mask act's as another personality like if you put on a ultraman mask.You'll look like ultraman,but you'll definetely can't fly.It's a double personality.Why can't we try to be ourselves and not try being kawaii.I have friends that looks sad at first,but once he/she turns away..he/she had already have the smilling face up..showing his/her white teeth as though he/she's promoting for darlies,colgate..wtv.RUBBISH! Where are our FRIENDS when the bed is wet,filled with tears?Where are they when we need them?

Sometimes I think some of them makes friends with us because they want to know someone that we're close to.That's what i think.It's good to know MORE friends,but don't forget the ones that led you to them.Had you been through a feeling where you're afraid to let someone else know your friend?worried your friend's might stop talking to you when he/she knows that someone?It's almost like a nightmare everyday..

p.s . please cherish your friends.=)


Me.=)

The Day I Got A Mini Tummy!

Me and Kat reached her house at 12.30p.m. .Her cousin fetched us there*thankyou*.Tiffany was already there helping Jingyu's mum with the food preparation,2 pair of hands decided to join in and help.Me and Tan Yee Leng helped laaa what else.xD..

Btw,there was two yeeleng's that day!Tan Yee Leng and Ho Yee Leng(jingyu's girlfriend)

I didnt get any pictures of the food.Jingyu was afraid the food was too little..but it was ALOT=)
I would like to say thank you for your delicious lunch&dinner at your place.I think i ate a portion for 3 that day=)

Gambled and lost about RM1xx
my winnings from Melacca ... =(

pictures =)
get a bucket and lots of tissues.
enjoy.

The girls.Ho Yee leng had to went off early.

The girlGirlfriends=)

and then...

May the best girl wins!!=)

Me and Andy where the last to stay=).The others went back earlier=)

The host,jingyu,pretty=)

Taking pics of each other=)

Andy..LAU!!!a.K.a panda=)

Jingyu and Panda

Err,byebye?=)

The three of us=)

I stayed till 1030 .My parents were busy playing mahjong in PutraJaya while my brother is having his high tea in PJ.Lucky me=). Jingyu's brother was nice enough to drop me off in ss14.Thanks!
I really had fun and was kinda stuffffed!!=)

I'm back , for good.

I'm back!!=) hopefully i'll keep up the hardwork and blog everyday..I do hope you guy's wont mind less pic and more words sometimes =) .

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!
i spent my chinese new year in Subang and Melacca his year..
I was hoping that i could go back to batupahat and eat the fcukin awesome food there..=) Tops, having the view of the sea while eating.It's something i always enjoy there..

Anyway,Melacca was alright..went back on the 2nd day of cny...and got ganged by the angry mob of nephews and i nearly lost my chance of celebrating Fathers Day on that day itself.How wild and full of " fire-power " children nowadays..

1/3 of the gang

My niece.adorable=)

And some random shots.

We gambled and played mahjong during the first/last night in Melacca...
I've won some money that night. =) Went back to the hotel around 4? And slept at some time.

The uncles.

The last day.The day the scorching sun got me bbq-fied.=S

The booze.

Ole-Ole-Ole!It isn't football/song.It's just food.

My funny uncles=)

And me!!!;D(dam potong stim right?)

=)

FUYOH!

FUYOH